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Thursday, February 11, 2010

This week the trend was to not wake up tell 3pm

         I've been out of school now for almost two months. An official college graduate. It's weird to think that out of my 23 years of existence 18 have been spent in schools. I expected freedom to be a little more exciting. I've worked my whole life to fulfill my obligation to society. So now what you ask? The last 2 months have been filled with a whole lot of sleep, movie watching, sleep, reading for pleasure, Jesus loving, and SLEEEEEP. It's been wonderful.... and I feel pathetic. When I was in school I had huge lists of things that I would do given the time. I felt so refreshed and invigorated whenever I snuck some time to paint or reorganize me closet. Even cleaning the bathroom could be a kind of treat. But alas I find myself falling asleep to the sound of my mom's blow dryer, and waking minutes before she comes home from work. It's just strange. I don't know how to feel about it. My wonderful grandmother reminded me that I'll never have this opportunity again in my life so I should stay up and sleep in until I can't stand it. I guess I'm reaching that point... It's not like I'm not trying to find work tho. I've applied for at least 20 jobs. My problem is, I think, that I'm just too picky. I cannot stand the thought of working for minimum wage again. If I must be sucked into some elevator music ridden corporation then I want it to be worth my while dagnabit! Blah, so here I am at 7 am writing a blog. My and my lovely lappie have become best friends. Which is good because I'm rarely awake often enough to be with my real friends...
          Time to set a goal. As Michael instructed I have assessed my laziness, generated a solution, and today I am going to execute it! Today I will embrace my time with daylight and I will DO something!!! Duh dada daaaaaah! Exciting eh? I better start small tho. Maybe I'll try to call a few more potential employers, get a workout, and maaaaaaybe paint a bit. Talk about an action packed day. Off to bed then with me. Gotta wake up in 3 hours to start all my craziness!

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